The Madness Begins
January 2004
I’ve spent 6 months speaking with trouble. We have been on the phone with each other every night. I’m starting to fall in love with her. But I cant do anything about how I feel because she is still underage. So for the moment I’m just enjoying the company of a girl that I haven’t seen since we first met.
I started teaching at a new karate school. Everyone is really nice to work with. I’ve finally started to try to make new friends and escape the cave I have been living in for the past 6 months.
Here is where the drama starts to brew again. There is a girl that works the front desk that I used to see working at some of the clubs I used to visit regularly. She was a hottie. So much so that I wouldn’t even say anything to her back then. But we work together now and I have an excuse to talk to her. I think she is much hotter now then she was when I was clubbing back then.
The weeks pass and we are becoming better friends. I like her sense of humor and the tough chick attitude. I think we are flirting but I’m not really sure. I’ve some how created a situation with two girls. One in the day that I hang out with physically and one at night that is all talking. Oh yes let the drama begin.
One day at work everyone is in the office together at the end of the night. We decided to go out to a club that night. Everyone agreed and I was happy that we were all going to out together tonight.
Before we all leave the office to head out and get ready. I tell Down Ass Chick, DAS for short (Front desk girl) that I’m happy that she is so cool and that I consider her one of the guys. The smile that was on her face turned into an angry face within seconds. She stormed out of the office as she said something to me that I can’t really remember. But I know it was something to let me know what I said wasn’t cool with her.
I ride home totally confused. Trying to figure out what just happened back there. I thought I was paying her a compliment. I spend the next couple of hours trying to figure out what I did that could have turned her off so fast.
Then all of sudden it comes to me. I’ve seen this in a movie before. Where a guy tells his best friend who is a girl that she is so happy that they are just friends and she is like one of the guys. The girl gets angry and the guy is totally clueless. I remember watching the scene and telling myself what a loser he was for not seeing it.
Here I am repeating the same thing. So I call DAS and tell her I’m sorry for upsetting her and hopes she comes out tonight. She says its all good and she will definitely be going out tonight. I was relieved that she is still coming out. I would love to dance with her. She is HAWT!
We spent the whole night dancing together. Wow what a great night. She was a great dancer and she was easy on the eyes. I asked her out to the movies that night and she agreed. Wow a date! I don’t even remember the last time I had a date. It was like I was in high school and I asked out the hottest girl in school and she agreed. I was on such a high.
The next week we went on a date to the movies. It was your basic date. Pick up the girl from her place, hello hug, open the car door for her, talk on the way to the movie theater, buy the tickets, and sit together. Now this is where the fun begins.
This is where the unspoken communication begins. Which when you break it down is pretty hilarious.
The movie begins and no one claims the armrest. I claim the armrest first and lean towards her without making any contact with her arm. Moments later her arm is touching mine. Then fore arms make contact. Handholding begins. Playful handholding ensues. My hands begin to massage her thighs; she holds onto my arm and rests her head on my shoulder.
But my nervousness gets the best of me. I can’t kiss her. I’m overwhelmed by the moment. It’s like a dream and I don’t want to ruin the moment. I tell her I’m really nervous to kiss her. She tells me that we shouldn’t kiss then. I loved the idea and continued to just have her on my arm. What a sweetheart.
The date ended with me walking her to her door and we hugged each other and I kissed her on the cheek.
When I got home I wanted to talk to her so bad. But I didn’t want to smother her. Then she calls me. Wow this girl is the shit. We spend the night just talking about random stuff. That was the best date ever.
The next day I had to make a decision of what I was going to do with Trouble. I felt bad to break up with her. Not even sure if it was even a relationship. But I felt I would have to tell her.
Of course the coward that I was, I didn’t say anything to her. I just kept playing the game. I knew I had to tell DAS about what I had gotten myself into. I knew that I would be better with DAS since we lived close to each other.
I told DAS everything. She got so mad. Going off on me about how guys always go after young girls and how its total bullshit. I wasn’t even going to put my two cents in. I just hoped that she would still see me after I told her that I was talking to another girl before her but its was just a phone thing and that I wanted to be with her.
We went out again and everything was so great. I think I found a girl that I could really be happy with again. We went back to my place later that night. Made out for the rest of the night. We talked a lot and decided to wait for a while before having sex. I was totally down for that. It’s been 2 years since I’ve had sex with a female. I wasn’t ready for that yet.
This is a long and drama filled story. In the next part another girl comes in and throws a wrench into my plans for a normal relationship.
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