Loopkicks camp – It’s a trap Post # 23
July 2004
I was going to stay in after that eye opening night I had the night before. I nice chilled night in would be nice. Playing video games until I passed out. I know that I drown myself in games to get away form my problems. Everyone has his or her vices and this was mine.
Around 7pm I get a call from a friend of mine. Asking me where I am and what I’m doing. I told him I was going to stay in and take it easy tonight. He scolded me and reminded me that I had promised to go hang out with him and everyone at this party he was going to tonight.
Bah I really wanted to stay in and be away from people. But a promise is a promise. So I told him I would be there in a bit. Wouldn’t hurt to hang out for an hour and then bounce.
I finally made it out of the house and drove to the party. Of course I left a lot later then when I told him I would. The party was uneventful. It was a random house party. But of course a lot of the guests from the camp were there. Which means Throwback was there with gifted.
Throwback spotted me right away and we made eye contact. I have such a soft spot for her. So we chilled and talked the entire party.
The party ended early. It was starting to get dull and all of us left. I told everyone I was going home. My friend told me I was a bitch for going home early. But I didn’t give a damn. I Headed to my car to make my exit before anyone else could give me his or her opinion.
I began to open my car door to get into my car. Throwback opens the passenger door and sits down before I even step foot into the car. I think they all conspired and choose her because they all knew that she would be the only one that could get me go back to the house to hang out with everyone. Those bastards.
“What are you doing?” I asked
“ I need a ride back to the house” She replied with a sly grin
“ How did you get here? Who drove you here? Can’t you get a ride back with them?”
“ Darkness drove us, but the car is full now”
“ How convenient. I’m sure someone else has room for you. I was gonna go straight home from here.”
“ I know, but I want you to drive me back”
“ OK I give up, you win. I’ll drive you back.”
So I drove her back to the house. She had some kind of magic spell on me. I always give in to her. I enjoy being around her. She has this way of making me feel so blissful.
I don’t remember our conversation in the car but what I can remember is that she held my hand during the drive back and made the drive well worth the trouble. I missed her. Being with her sealed up all my hang-ups. It was a very pleasant drive back.
We arrived back to the house and Throwback walked into the house before I did. I took my time. I guess I was preparing myself to be around people again.
I walked in and said hi to everyone. People asked me where I had been. I just replied with I was just busy with personal stuff.
I ran into a slightly drunk Gifted during my rounds. I wasn’t sure what she would say to me. Maybe she would tell me to leave Throwback alone and not to cause any more drama or tell me that I was a dick for making them look like groupies.
“ Hey “ I said
“ There is something we need to talk about. “ she replied
“ What’s up? “ I answered
Here it comes.
“ Throwback really likes you. You be real good to her. She is a great girl and deserves to be treated that way. I know you’re a good guy and think you two are good together. Don’t play her or I’ll come after you. “ She said
Then she gave me a hug and told me that Throwback is in the room behind her waiting for me.
I was totally caught off guard by that. This has been the strangest week of my life.
I opened the door and saw Throwback lying down on a comforter on the floor. My heart began racing and the feeling of excitement-started building from my chest trying to escape my body.
I sat down next to her and she put her hand on my shoulder and pulled me down to her. I laid next to her and stared into her eyes. We kissed. It was beautiful moment. We continued to make out and enjoyed being with each other without worrying about what other people were thinking or would say.
We talked for hours. She told me everything that she was going through since we first met. I confessed my feelings for her and told her how much I thought about her. We kissed again. When our lips pulled apart after that kiss. I stared into her eyes again.
“ I love you “ I confessed to her
She just stared at me. I can tell she was caught off guard by it and was in a bit of shock.
“ You don’t have to tell me you love me. This is how I fell about you. I just want you to know that I love you. All that matters to me is that you know how I feel about you. When your ready, I know you will say it to me.”
We spent the rest of the night talking and cuddling. She had an early flight in the morning. Time was passing so fast. I didn’t want her to leave. But this time we walked away knowing that we had something special and acknowledged that we wanted more.
